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ENOUGH is ENOUGH!

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Oh, I feel SO mad at myself! But I refuse to beat myself up! This is it! I've reached the point of change! It's amazing what a photo can do to inspire one to CHANGE! Of course, none of my clothes are fitting good! All my 4's are super tight! These capris are my 'skinny' ones and I DEFINITELY shouldn't have worn them! If I had realized how tight they looked, I would never have been seen in public! UGH!!! My small tops are bursting at the seams! It's TIME for change!!!!! I refuse to buy new clothes!



Sammy couldn't figure out WHAT HAPPENED to Mrs. Colgrove's hair! She came as Marilyn Monroe not having a CLUE that we were having a huge surprise party!!!!

I HATE this picture of my bottom!!!! UGH!

And get a look at that double chin! I was so happy when that little guy disappeared!






It's a LONG story of why my girlfriend is dressed like this! It's a TOTAL crack up and I will share the story soon.

Just to motivate myself, I'm posting some of my skinniest pictures.







So here I go--I step at a time! 1 mile at a time! 1 good choice at a time! I WILL NOT gain all my weight back! By GOD'S RICH GRACE, I will lose these 15#'s that I've gained!

Huge hugs, and much love, Susan
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HIKETOHEIGHTS 6/24/2012 3:26PM

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GOURMETLOSER 6/14/2012 2:31AM

    Yes you CAN.

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MAMASUDS 6/14/2012 1:55AM

    So proud of you! I am right there with you. It is time to take on the summer with determination and healthy choices. Afterall, is there a better season for a fresh juice cleanse or a protein shake lunch? This is the perfect time of the year to buckle down and step it up a notch. Here we go! Are you signed up for the summer 5% challenge?

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MINDY502 6/11/2012 9:39AM

    Yes you will I know you have it in you. I am in the same boat and we can do this together!

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KATHYKIM 6/11/2012 9:21AM

    Susan - you will get those 15 pounds back off. It's hard to find that original motivation, but emoticon

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AMARAN 6/11/2012 7:50AM

    You're an inspiration to us all! You did it the first time, and you'll do it again. Keep up the good work!


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ABETTERSOUL 6/11/2012 6:34AM

    Susan, you will do it, with God's grace and strength..you are an overcomer! emoticon

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TERRIJ7 6/10/2012 10:47PM

    Yes, pictures can tell the story that we don't want to see. I can live in denial until I see a picture of myself. Even the mirror doesn't show it all like pictures do.

You will, by God's grace, be diligent in making healthy choices for yourself so that you will be fit and strong to enjoy that lovely family of yours.

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DOROTHYBERO 6/10/2012 8:39AM

    You are really beating yourself up - I know your pain. You will do it!

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RSSSLHB 6/10/2012 7:06AM

    emoticon good luck on your journey

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    emoticon emoticon I know how frustrating it is. emoticon

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RUNNING-LIFE 6/10/2012 12:07AM

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KADULAC 6/10/2012 12:00AM

    I know you're going to do it. You are an amazing woman, and I'm so blessed by your friendship.

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DETERMINEDJANET 6/9/2012 11:33PM

    Yes, you will!!!

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ERIECANALGAL 6/9/2012 11:06PM

    Good for you Susan. I KNOW you can do it! emoticon Yes, you can!
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SAL1512 6/9/2012 9:59PM

    I KNOW THAT emoticon !!!

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NOCALORIES 6/9/2012 7:42PM

    You are the creation of God. He sees you beautiful Live today doing your actions of goodness.

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FITTEMPLE4HIM 6/9/2012 6:14PM

  I feel your pain! Only I didn't gain 15 lbs. back, I gained 30! A year and a half ago I lost 40 and was in a size 4/6. Now I had to go to the store and get 10/12 again. I am so mad at myself. I hit that "I need to change" earlier this week and am already down 2 lbs. Small steps. You can do it!

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BERRY4 6/9/2012 5:53PM

    I did what you have done...only I did NOT hit goal weight. I saw it coming...within 5#'s and chose to self-sabbotage and go the other way, adding on 13#'s. And then I hit my "enough is enough". Time to wrap my head around the need for nutrition to help me turn the corner. (I had been chasing good exercise with poor food choices.)

All I can say is that it IS working. But I have also chosen to add in I.F. into the mix, and the confusion to my system is really working. It isn't for everybody, and some people are adamantly against it. But it is actually something that has worked in the past, and for me, it puts food into the correct perspective: FUEL.

http://gettingstronger.org/
2011/05/intermittent-fasting-fo
r-health-and-longevity/
http
://www.leangains.com/2010/10/to
p-ten-fasting-myths-debunked.html

You CAN do it, Susan. God is big enough to walk you through the changes you want to see happen. In fact you matter so much to Him, that He is just waiting for you to offer up your hand and walk the journey back with Him!
Hugs!

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DUXGRL1 6/9/2012 5:02PM

    You can do it! And don't beat yourself up...you look good!

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MJ7DM33 6/9/2012 2:41PM

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LACEEJO11 6/9/2012 2:38PM

    You can and you will! I share your pain...only I gained back more than 15...I have a handle on it now and am on my way!! Today my lower back is hurting...I am praying and taking it easy! I steamed cleaned my carpets and OUCH!!!

We can CHEER each other on to success!!

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RUNNINGOMA 6/9/2012 1:01PM

    You will do it! I love the fact that you never give up! God will reward you.

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SAISHA100CJ 6/9/2012 12:24PM

    Hey, there, Susan, don't be hard on yourself.. many ladies would love to have that bottom! emoticon emoticon seriously! I am the same way with pictures, though, so I understand...at times all it takes is a photo to get us back on track again and it sounds like you have a great plan.... one step at a time.. you go, girl! emoticon You look awesome... keep at it... you will reach your goal!

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NISSANGIRL 6/9/2012 12:19PM

    I think u look great! I too need to get back on track, been slipping b/c of so much going on. Lets DO THIS!!!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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RAINBOWMF 6/9/2012 11:35AM

    emoticon I know you can.

BTW you still look great.

Mary

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