Thursday, August 02, 2012
For the first time since I don't know when the scale was nice to me when it wasn't my weigh in day. My weight is usually 1 - 2 pounds higher during the week than it is on the weekend. Today it was the lowest it has been in over a year. That sure helped my motivation.
I didn'teat the best after work. My husband was so happy that he brought me home a blizzard from DQ. I put it in my tracker and am still fine. I had no desire to let it turn into a binge either, in fact I have no desire to eat anything else.
My husband has started talking about having a baby. Awhile back we thought I was pregnant and he was over the moon happy, but he's never wanted to try. I know he would be happy if I were to get pregnant, but it's never been a big goal of his. He even brought up the possibility of adoption if we can't. Never thought that would happen. I know women who were able to get pregnant at my age or older so I feel more hopeful than I have in a long time. Now I just need to get him thinking about different girl names. A boy name is easy, but a girl name is harder because the name I have always wanted was taken by my sister-in-law. That's a whole other story. I know there is no need to worry about that now but since my life-long dream has been to be a mom I have spent a lot of time thinking about it. Here's hoping dreams can come true.